I am so angry.
Not the type of anger
that you get when you
forget your jacket at home,
or the type of anger that you get
when you stub your toe
on a piece of furniture.
Not the type of anger that you get
when you receive the wrong
item you purchased,
or the type of anger you get
when your favorite
television show has been cancelled.
Not the type of anger you get
when it is raining outside on a day
you would have liked to go swimming,
or the type of anger you get when
someone throws away something
that was precious to you.

I am welling up like the waves
of a tsunami with the type of
anger from hurt,
the type you get when you find out
a loved one may not live,
and the type of anger you get
when you wonder why this happened.
I have the anger you get,
when you find out
the one you trusted,
was never honest.
I am screaming on the insides with
so much hurt and betrayal
and I feel so violated.

Because I spilled my secrets to you
faster than water spills out of a tipped
glass, and I told you I love you,
as much as I love my sisters.
And I told you of my struggles
that I have fought with since
I was only nine years old.
Because you promised you would
be my safety, but instead
you were my vulnerability.
And the love I felt for you
was not mutual
because to you,
it was only lust.

And I cannot believe
my first love,
the same person that
promised me the world,
ended up being my greatest
downfall.
And I cannot believe
that every sugar-sweet word
you said was a way
to deceive me,
to control me.
And I cannot believe
that you will not even admit
what you have done to me to others,
but you would rather mask it
with your masquerade mask.
And I cannot believe
that our jokes,
our laughs,
and our nicknames,
meant absolutely nothing to you.
And I cannot believe
that you lead me on,
like a lost tourist,
on a road without road signs.

I am so hurt and betrayed.  (via dollpoetry)
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reasons why you don't forgive a cheater

my-lifes-a-topic-of-a-lullabye:

They will do it again

They will not feel sorry about it

They do not love you like they say they do

Your heart will re-break each time something is mentioned about cheating

You will never fully trust them again

All the people around, especially your close friends and family will silently judge…

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Girl Code Tip #132

girl-code-tips:

If you know someone who is being cheated on, I don’t care if you feel it to be not your place, tell the one being cheated on.
That’s not just girl code, that’s human code.
No one deserves to be treated that way.

Girl Code.

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I could never cheat on anyone. It’s the type of mistake and wrong doing I couldn’t live with. Knowing that you destroyed someone’s trust is bad, but destroying someone’s perspective on love is far too worse. Amino Auditore (via aminoauditore)
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I demand unconditional love and complete freedom. That is why I am terrible. Tomaz Salamun  (via supandreee)

(Source: adelineania, via supandreee)

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Suddenly all the memories come crashing onto me in the same instant, strong, overpowering it’s to much to bare in this trembling body.

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when two people love each other and can’t make it work, that’s the real tragedy. Gone Girl (via catphotographs)

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To the Man Who Didn't Wait for My Answer

writingsforwinter:

Last night instead of counting sheep in order to fall asleep

I counted the number of seconds it took

for you to assume my silence meant yes.

Today, whenever I see a ripe grapefruit in a porcelain bowl

I already know it will eventually grow rotten and dissolve into…

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